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	2006.10.24  15.09 so me and curtis broke up , i dont really know why. I guess it just has something to do with the baby , and the fact that he probably wants to date other girls . but if he wants to date other girls besides me and actually is already over me and flirting with brittany then im gona be pretty pissed . I just wish i had a normal life again , i want my old life back. being skinny , having all my friends . I dont want to grow up yet , im not ready . I can barely remember to clean my room , i dont think i can handle a baby . I thought i could at first , i mean i was trying to be strong for myself and everyone . but i dont think i can anymore , i have big doubts . and i know i will have alot alot alot of help , but i dont want to grow up . well just not yet , i just got my license , i havent got to do anything with my teenage years yet. And yeah i miss curtis alot , i just dont think he feels the same way . i think he was just staying with me , because he is a good person , as much as that hurts to think he would just stay with me because of that then i dont know . and for him to get over me this fast . It really hurts if he already is . I dont know anymore. I dont know about anything. I miss my old life , my old friends , but i also love my new friends too. =[ not that anyone cares. but i just had to get it out of my system. I miss you more than anything.

	2006.10.15  17.37 ps ; i forgot to add that i went to the movies for the first time in almost 7 months of dating curtis :D , we went with my mom and step dad to see the grudge2. it was an okay movie , but not good enough to watch again , and curtis was geting mad actually my whole family was , there were these obnoxius kids talkin the whole time , and me being a crazy pregnant lady i was geting really aggravated. but i loved finally going to the movies with him<3 and as soon as i get my license this week , im gona take him to the zoo , seeing thats how we kinda started talking . he's my everything<3

	2006.10.15  15.50 Gayyy Well yesterday was seriously gay as hell and i did absoutley nothing at all yesterday besides take my road test :D yay ill finally have my license , im excited! then i sat at home all day , well i stayed up till like 2am talking to marissa i love talking to her :) , i waited for curtis to call ..he didnt. hmm oh well though , i toke a nap yesterday because i felt like shit. and i still do today :( ughhh! i can't wait , only like 43 days - logan comes , and im skinny again! <3 well i dk ill update again probably soon. I love you baby! <3

	2006.10.08  23.32 :] me and curtis have been doing good. i pretty much hungout with him all weekend. I take my road test this saturday! :] yayyyy <3 uhhh , i need to hangout with some people. god im always bored.

	2006.10.02  19.25 people are really geting to me lately. and people i thought i could count on , i finally realized i couldnt Me & curtis have been doing really good lately. which makes me really happy. but he's been gone since friday , and i already miss him alot alot! :[ but he called me last night to say goodnight , it was real cute. I dont know what id do without him , no one could EVER replace him. uhh i seen alot of my friends on friday , it was a good time. well no one reads these anyways , but oh well. <33 i love curtis alot. & samanthaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

	2006.09.14  22.41 yea I really feel like shit lately. maybe im just having mood swings or something. but i really feel like im just making everyones life shit or something , and i just want to punch myself in the face . i dont know , i feel like i always piss someone off lately. Samantha's birthday is in 3 days about to be 2222222! :D I love Curtis Lindsey. even when we fight <3 Mood: depressed

	2006.07.23  01.31 yeaa boy. i went over curtis' today. it was good we didnt fight at all :] I love him more than he'll ever know! <333 oh yea , mandy makes me smile late at night. <333 mandy hits hoes: I play the field, and it looks like I just hit a home run with you. & the next entry will be friends only . soo add mee! :D Mood: loved Music: daphne loves derby