lets_danc3

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 15:15:51 GMT

so me and curtis broke up , i dont really know why.
I guess it just has something to do with the baby , and the fact that he probably wants to date other girls . but if he wants to date other girls besides me and actually is already over me and flirting with brittany then im gona be pretty pissed . I just wish i had a normal life again , i want my old life back. being skinny , having all my friends . I dont want to grow up yet , im not ready . I can barely remember to clean my room , i dont think i can handle a baby . I thought i could at first , i mean i was trying to be strong for myself and everyone . but i dont think i can anymore , i have big doubts . and i know i will have alot alot alot of help , but i dont want to grow up . well just not yet , i just got my license , i havent got to do anything with my teenage years yet. And yeah i miss curtis alot , i just dont think he feels the same way . i think he was just staying with me , because he is a good person , as much as that hurts to think he would just stay with me because of that then i dont know . and for him to get over me this fast . It really hurts if he already is . I dont know anymore. I dont know about anything. I miss my old life , my old friends , but i also love my new friends too.

=[ not that anyone cares.
but i just had to get it out of my system.

I miss you more than anything.

ps ;

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 17:39:23 GMT

i forgot to add that i went to the movies for the first time in almost 7 months of dating curtis :D , we went with my mom and step dad to see the grudge2. it was an okay movie , but not good enough to watch again , and curtis was geting mad actually my whole family was , there were these obnoxius kids talkin the whole time , and me being a crazy pregnant lady i was geting really aggravated.

but i loved finally going to the movies with him<3
and as soon as i get my license this week , im gona take him to the zoo , seeing thats how we kinda started talking .

he's my everything<3

Gayyy

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 15:58:31 GMT

Well yesterday was seriously gay as hell
and i did absoutley nothing at all yesterday besides take my road test :D
yay ill finally have my license , im excited!
then i sat at home all day , well i stayed up till like 2am talking to marissa
i love talking to her :) , i waited for curtis to call ..he didnt.
hmm oh well though , i toke a nap yesterday because i felt like shit.
and i still do today :( ughhh!
i can't wait , only like 43 days - logan comes , and im skinny again! <3

well i dk ill update again probably soon.

I love you baby! <3

:]

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 03:32:14 GMT

me and curtis have been doing good.
i pretty much hungout with him all weekend.

I take my road test this saturday! :]
yayyyy <3

uhhh , i need to hangout with some people.
god im always bored.

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 23:28:42 GMT

people are really geting to me lately.
and people i thought i could count on , i finally realized i couldnt

Me & curtis have been doing really good lately.
which makes me really happy.
but he's been gone since friday , and i already miss him alot alot! :[
but he called me last night to say goodnight , it was real cute.
I dont know what id do without him , no one could EVER replace him.
uhh i seen alot of my friends on friday , it was a good time.

well no one reads these anyways , but oh well.

<33
i love curtis alot.
& samanthaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yea

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 02:52:48 GMT

I really feel like shit lately.
maybe im just having mood swings or something.
but i really feel like im just making everyones
life shit or something , and i just want to punch
myself in the face . i dont know , i feel like i always
piss someone off lately.

Samantha's birthday is in 3 days about to be 2222222! :D

I love Curtis Lindsey.
even when we fight <3

yeaa boy.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 05:34:54 GMT

i went over curtis' today.
it was good we didnt fight at all :]
I love him more than he'll ever know! <333

oh yea , mandy makes me smile late at night.
<333
mandy hits hoes: I play the field, and it looks like I just hit a home run with you.

& the next entry will be friends only .
soo add mee! :D